mY storY____♥: 2012

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

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总会有一些人认为，不管你做什么都是错的。那种感觉很糟。
特别是在乎的人。

开始变得没主见没自信。
做什么都害怕别人说那样是错的。

已经学着避开你，让自己好过些。
唯有那样，才能找回自己。

你知道吗，你让我感到很自卑，真的。

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

handmade valentine's day gift :D

don't feel like to update my blog.really.
but i have lots of pic relate with the blabla-day
wanna share with u guys,so no choice.
see how good am i.tsk tsk XD

yea today is valentine's day.
nothing special for me,like usual.sit in front of
laptop,stalk people's profile,like pretty girl's photo.
give a LOL face for LMAO status.
viewing bfie's profile.
"my bfie and XXX(pretty girl) is now friend."
get a lil pissed off for no reason. =3=
gossip with friends about anything anyone.
like XXY became taller.
XYX is in a relationship with YXX.
XYY ponteng today.
just normal,u know girls are like this.so am i.XD

back to topic,
i made a bouquet of roses for him and gave him few days ago.
but that day i'm kinda fed up with him about something just before he sent me home.
but i had planned to give him the roses.
then i walked in my house and came out again with a bouquet of roses.
opened his car door and said "nah,valentine's day gift."
he was shocked haha but i just lazy to give him any response.
i walked in back to my house without any other word since i was still angry-ing.
the stupid 1 shouted "i love you" so loudly=3=
god bless me luckily there were no ppl around=.=
i blushed.

hmmmm,he should be happy :P
this is the first time i make paper roses for boy.
how lucky he is,haha
before this
i thought valentine's day is only for boy to give present to the beloved 1.
zzzz...

talk about the roses.
i really spent a lot of time for that.about 2 weeks.
thankss a lot to my ~~babe friend~~ master for guiding me to do paper roses
~~hmm,she is really a nice person.,~~but don't praise her,she will fly.XD

how to make paper roses?not that hard but take time.
i bought about 18 pieces of A4 size paper in red.

my master said the harder the paper used the better looking of the paper roses.
but cutie u never told me it is much much harder to fold the hard paper into shape=.=

accidently i hurt my finger.how pity/.\

but i'm still folding folding and making making all days and nights haha.
actually we always quarrel about lil thing.
i make paper roses when i told you i'm busy for my homework.(actually lying)
when we were quarrel-ing in text,
when i was unhappy,when i felt dwn bother u after u scolded at me rudely.when i was crying ./.\
i manage to make 33 of them,(don't search for meaning of 33 roses.SHY=3=)
once a time i said let's break up,and i'm kinda upset u just dun bother.that time i left 3 roses haven't done yet.i felt i'm so stupid and really really wanna give up.;(
i told my best friend i will give her all my paper roses if i'm single on valentine's day.
she is like monkey got a bunch of banana from me,so happy=.=

lastly you come back to me.
i really appreciate you,but do you?;(

in progress.i forgot to snap when i'm doing this paper roses.zz

finally it is done!:D
u know 1 rose take 25 minutes to be done=.=
oh gosh,shock by my determination too hahaha

then after that i have to make the stem and leaves of the roses.
rose then rose larh.keep asking why god make stem and leaves for them.zzz
troublesome mann=3=

it is really leceh to make the steel string into shape.

as you all know well,stem is green in colour,so again,i have to wrap them with green papers.(wrinkle paper)

the glue mix with the green coloring agent in the paper,make my fingers greenish.so disgusting/.\

just put the stem into the hole below the roses,and lock it :D

in progress, my bed is so so so messy hahaa.this photo is taken at 3am something.lolXD

then make leaves somemore.now looking at all these picture i think i'm really great larh hahaha SAYA NI AMAT TABAH TIDAK MUDAH PUTUS ASA!XD

cut into this shape make it easier to paste on the stem.

i use steel string to tide them together.the hardest part is to wrap the bouquet of roses.i'm so exhausted after managed to wrap them..deng deng deng deng~~~mission COMPLETE!!:D